Bibliographic record
Abstract
The First and Final Nightmare of Sonia Reich: A Son's Memoir, by Howard Reich. New York: Public Affairs, 2006. 200 pp. $22.95. For the most part survivors of the Holocaust have proved to be remarkably resilient. If they were young and physically fit, they were able to emigrate from the Displaced Persons' camps where they wound up after liberation. In the new countries of emigration-usually the United States, Israel, Australia, Canada, and Latin America-they were able to find jobs or found new businesses, to marry and to raise new families. Nevertheless war and genocide did not leave them unscathed. Even the strongest among them suffered from heart-breaking and terrifying memories and nightmares. In the privacy of their thoughts and dreams they returned to the ghettoes and the camps where they saw their loved ones killed. If they survived in hiding, they experienced the recurrent terror of an abandoned, hunted animal. However they survived, they felt the irrational guilt of the survivor-I don't deserve to live-or the realistic guilt of having abandoned loved ones who had depended on them in order to save themselves. If anything, such memories, anxieties, and nightmares-what psychologists have labeled PTSD: Post-Traumatic Stress Disorders-became worse as the survivors grew older. When they were relatively young and trying to make it in their new homes they were so preoccupied with quotidian matters that their memories were kept at bay by the daily post-war struggles of work and family. When the demands of work eased a bit, and the children grew up and left home to make it on their own, survivors started to have time on their hands, but it was a dangerous period in their lives. Time left them open to invasion by unwanted memories and anxieties. They were especially in danger when they had lost a beloved mate, another survivor with whom they had established a life after the war. With his or her death they lost the only person who truly understood them and could share their current anxieties and past memories. Howard Reich is a jazz critic for the Chicago Tribune and a writer for DownBeat magazine. He is also the son of Sonia and Robert Reich, Holocaust survivors, who had made a home for themselves and their two children after the war in Skokie, near Chicago. Years after Howard and his sister had left home and had established separate lives from their parents, Robert died and Sonia suffered a severe mental breakdown. She thought that she was being followed by unknown assailants who wanted to kill her: I heard his voice in the house. He said,T'm going to put a bullet in your head.' And so she fled her home, wandering the streets until she was picked up by the police and brought to the emergency room of a local hospital. Ever the loving and dutiful son, Howard tried to help his mother and to understand her illness. …
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How this classification was reachedexpand
Full frame machine prediction
Teacher imitationNot calibrated prevalence, not ground truth. Human validation pending. The Gemma side is a direct model label for every work in the frame, read from the title-only record. The Codex side is a classifier learned from the 10,348 direct Codex labels and calibrated to design-weighted sample rates; fields without enough sample support carry no Codex call. Candidate is the union of the two sides; consensus is their intersection. These outputs are machine_predicted_unvalidated and are not human labels.
Distilled classifier scores by category (both heads)
| Category | Codex | Gemma |
|---|---|---|
| Metaresearch | 0.001 | 0.003 |
| Meta-epidemiology (narrow) | 0.001 | 0.001 |
| Meta-epidemiology (broad) | 0.001 | 0.000 |
| Bibliometrics | 0.001 | 0.000 |
| Science and technology studies | 0.004 | 0.002 |
| Scholarly communication | 0.004 | 0.005 |
| Open science | 0.001 | 0.003 |
| Research integrity | 0.002 | 0.008 |
| Insufficient payload (model declined to judge) | 0.015 | 0.008 |
Machine scores (provisional)
The two teacher heads of the student model, read on this work. A score orders the frame for review; it never asserts a category, and the validation status ships verbatim with every row.
Baseline scores from an immature model (maturity gate not passed, 7 training rounds). Scores rank; they never assert a category.
score_only:v0-immature-baseline · verbatim from the scoring run: score_only means the number may rank works, and no category label ships from itClassification
machine, unvalidatedMachine predicted; a candidate call from one source (direct Gemma or distilled Codex), not a consensus.
How this classification was reached, model by model and score by score, is at the end of the page under "How this classification was reached".