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Record W3082641876 · doi:10.16995/dscn.328

Tagging My Tears and Fears: Text-Mining the Autoethnography

2020· article· en· W3082641876 on OpenAlex
Sonja Sapach

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A frame that forgets how it found something cannot be audited. These are the routes that admitted this work.

affAt least one author lists a Canadian institution in the pinned OpenAlex snapshot.
venuePublished in a venue whose home country is Canada.

Bibliographic record

VenueDigital Studies / Le champ numérique · 2020
Typearticle
Languageen
FieldSocial Sciences
TopicQualitative Research Methods and Ethics
Canadian institutionsUniversity of Alberta
Fundersnot available
KeywordsAutoethnographyReflexive pronounComputer scienceContext (archaeology)NarrativePsychologyWorld Wide WebLiteratureArtSociologyHistory

Abstract

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This article, which was presented for the first time at CSDH/SCHN 2018, outlines a mixed methodology that combines digital text-mining techniques, like XML tagging and topic modelling, with autoethnography. In this article, I describe my intimate and rocky relationship with my data, referred to as my “life-as-text.” As someone who has Complex Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, I have an extremely difficult time putting many of the events of my life into situational and linear context. The process of formally tagging my data requires me to overcome psychological blocks that have been created as defense mechanisms; thus, allowing me to honestly read and create associations in my dissociated “life-as-text.” Conducting a macroanalysis of data that was gathered through both journaling, and the recording and transcription of “let’s play” videos, has given me a new lens through which to view myself and my experiences. I see myself in my data. I see myself in ways that I cannot otherwise put into words. Text-mining my deepest memories and emotions provides me with an odd sense of stability in a seemingly chaotic assortment of words. In this article, I explain my autoethnographic journey and the powerful impact that digital text-mining has had on my relation to myself and my research. <strong>Abstrakt</strong> Cet article, qui a été premièrement présenté à CSDH/SCHN 2018, décrit une méthodologie mixte qui marie des techniques numériques de la fouille de texte, tels que le marquage XML et la modélisation thématique, et l’auto-ethnographie. Dans cet article, je décris ma relation intime et difficile avec mes données, ce que je nomme ma « vie en tant que texte ». En tant qu’une personne ayant le Syndrome de stress post-traumatique complexe, j’ai d’énormes difficultés à contextualiser d’une façon situationnelle et linéaire beaucoup des évènements de ma vie. Le processus de marquage formel de mes données m’exige de surmonter des blocages psychologiques qui ont été créés comme mécanismes de défense, me permettant de lire honnêtement et de développer des associations dans ma « vie en tant que texte » dissociée. Effectuer une macroanalyse de données, qui ont été récoltées à travers la tenue d’un journal, ainsi qu’à travers l’enregistrement et la transcription de vidéos « jouons » (“<em>let’s play</em>”), m’a offert une nouvelle perspective par laquelle je me considère et par laquelle je considère mes expériences. Je me vois dans mes données. Je me vois d’une façon dont je ne trouve pas les mots pour le décrire. La fouille de textes de mes souvenirs et de mes émotions les plus profondes me fournit une sensation étrange de stabilité au sein d’une gamme de mots qui est chaotique en apparence. Dans cet article, j’explique mon parcours auto-ethnographique et l’impact important qu’a eu la fouille de textes sur ma relation avec moi-même et avec ma recherche. <strong>Mots-clés:</strong> Autoethnographie; Modélisation de sujets; XML; Méthodologies<br />mixtes; Exploration de texte; Aliénation; SSPT-complexe

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Teacher imitation

Not calibrated prevalence, not ground truth. Human validation pending. Learned from the 10,348 direct Codex labels and 10,348 direct Gemma labels. Candidate is the union of thresholded teacher heads; consensus is their intersection. These outputs are machine_predicted_unvalidated and are not human labels or direct frontier model labels.

metaresearch head score (Codex)0.003
metaresearch head score (Gemma)0.006
Version: codex-gemma-dda1882f352aValidation status: machine_predicted_unvalidated
Candidate categoriesScience and technology studies
Consensus categoriesnone
DomainCandidate signal: none · Consensus signal: none
Study designCandidate signal: Qualitative · Consensus signal: Qualitative
GenreCandidate signal: Empirical · Consensus signal: Empirical
Teacher disagreement score0.393
Threshold uncertainty score1.000

Codex and Gemma teacher scores by category

CategoryCodexGemma
Metaresearch0.0030.006
Meta-epidemiology (narrow)0.0000.000
Meta-epidemiology (broad)0.0000.000
Bibliometrics0.0000.001
Science and technology studies0.0010.003
Scholarly communication0.0000.000
Open science0.0000.000
Research integrity0.0000.000
Insufficient payload (model declined to judge)0.0000.000

Machine scores (provisional)

The two teacher heads of the student model, read on this work. A score orders the frame for review; it never asserts a category, and the validation status ships verbatim with every row.

Baseline scores from an immature model (maturity gate not passed, 7 training rounds). Scores rank; they never assert a category.

Opus teacher head0.212
GPT teacher head0.453
Teacher spread0.240 · how far apart the two teachers sit on this one work
Validation statusscore_only:v0-immature-baseline · verbatim from the scoring run: score_only means the number may rank works, and no category label ships from it