Bibliographic record
Abstract
Aprês moi le deluge Louie Leyson (bio) july, 1997. gianni versace found deadon his doorstep & andrew cunanan is missing. two bullets to the headas misplacement of stigmata. you couldn't even get that right, andy baby. delusionsof grandeur are only as grand as the skull they end up splitting open. this is the lessonthat you had learned early: love as saying yes to the kiss of a man in a suit or the mouthof a point forty caliber. so you ring his marble doorbell with the handwithout the gun & you wait for the love of your life to appear. but he is so differentfrom when you last saw him, naked & kneeling & blue in the light, beggingyou to stay please my beloved boytoy baby bakla you know that i adore you. did he reallysay that? it's hard to remember with a hole in your head. perhaps all violence gallops fromthe muck of our forgetting. maybe i would know because i'm a little like you: kapampanganwith a temper. taurus rising squared to a misfit leo venus. meaning we lookat a pretty face & are doomed at once to want it: desire a fact of our bone& our blood & still the hardest thing [End Page 60] i've ever done was learn to wantan entire life. a lesson you had sought inside the second floor bedroom of a houseboat& failed. but how far was lola from your spectacle of crime? did she strikeyour face with the hard flat of her tsinelas? did she clean your boyfriend's blood offthe long fever of your back? did she laugh or pray or weep or forgive you for everything your godhad always refused to? she knows you're out of love. she's seen you lift your palms for more,even in the aftermath of five stopped hearts & a flood wide enough to sweep the ghostof every man you have ever loved to shore. [End Page 61] Louie Leyson Louie Leyson writes on the unceded ancestral territory of the Musqueam, Squamish, and Tsleil-Waututh Nations. Their work has been nominated for the Pushcart Prize and National Magazine Awards, has received a CBC Literary Prize in Nonfiction, and has been supported by the Canada Council for the Arts. They hold a B.A. from the University of British Columbia. You can find their works in Catapult, The Malahat Review, Plenitude, Palette, and elsewhere. Their twitter is @aswangpoem. Copyright © 2023 University of Wisconsin Board of Regents
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How this classification was reachedexpand
Full frame machine prediction
Teacher imitationNot calibrated prevalence, not ground truth. Human validation pending. The Gemma side is a direct model label for every work in the frame, read from the title-only record. The Codex side is a classifier learned from the 10,348 direct Codex labels and calibrated to design-weighted sample rates; fields without enough sample support carry no Codex call. Candidate is the union of the two sides; consensus is their intersection. These outputs are machine_predicted_unvalidated and are not human labels.
Distilled classifier scores by category (both heads)
| Category | Codex | Gemma |
|---|---|---|
| Metaresearch | 0.001 | 0.002 |
| Meta-epidemiology (narrow) | 0.001 | 0.000 |
| Meta-epidemiology (broad) | 0.001 | 0.000 |
| Bibliometrics | 0.001 | 0.000 |
| Science and technology studies | 0.003 | 0.001 |
| Scholarly communication | 0.005 | 0.002 |
| Open science | 0.001 | 0.003 |
| Research integrity | 0.002 | 0.003 |
| Insufficient payload (model declined to judge) | 0.602 | 0.370 |
Machine scores (provisional)
The two teacher heads of the student model, read on this work. A score orders the frame for review; it never asserts a category, and the validation status ships verbatim with every row.
Baseline scores from an immature model (maturity gate not passed, 7 training rounds). Scores rank; they never assert a category.
score_only:v0-immature-baseline · verbatim from the scoring run: score_only means the number may rank works, and no category label ships from itClassification
machine, unvalidatedMachine predicted; a candidate call from one source (direct Gemma or distilled Codex), not a consensus.
How this classification was reached, model by model and score by score, is at the end of the page under "How this classification was reached".