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Record W4417474496 · doi:10.15353/cjds.v14i3.1285

Internalizing Disability: If I Tell You, Will You See Me?

2025· article· W4417474496 on OpenAlexvenueno aff
Emily King

Bibliographic record

VenueCanadian Journal of Disability Studies · 2025
Typearticle
Language
FieldSocial Sciences
TopicDisability Rights and Representation
Canadian institutionsnot available
Fundersnot available
KeywordsDisability studiesMedical model of disabilityPerspective (graphical)Relevance (law)Affect (linguistics)Social model of disabilityLearning disabilityDisabled people

Abstract

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In this research, I take an autoethnographic approach to center my own Mad disabled voice. I reflect on personal challenges and understandings as I was introduced to medical sociology as an undergraduate and went on to pursue graduate studies in critical disability studies. Although my first attempt at a bachelor’s degree was cut short due to disability 20 years ago, I had never thought much about what it was to be disabled or how it would affect the completion of my degrees. However, my return to college was marked with the need to assure others my disabilities had been acceptably resolved to even have the opportunity to learn. And disability—my own, my family’s, others—has remained an impactful dynamic throughout my educational journey. Through an exploration of medical sociology, outdated models of disability, disability studies, and disability theories—I reflect on the personal, educational, research, and pedagogical implications these have had for myself, as a Mad disabled critical disabilities scholar. As I was introduced to each of these, I found my understandings of self, those I cared for, and interactions with medical professionals changing. When I found myself traversing new and increasing disabilities, my personal and academic journeys collided, as I advocated to establish myself as able with limits. I consider the educational and historical relevance of medical sociology and outdated models of disability for critical disability scholars, presenting a Mad disabled perspective on studying sociology and critical disability studies.

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Full frame distilled prediction

Teacher imitation

Not calibrated prevalence, not ground truth. Human validation pending. Learned from the 10,348 direct Codex labels and 10,348 direct Gemma labels. Candidate is the union of thresholded teacher heads; consensus is their intersection. These outputs are machine_predicted_unvalidated and are not human labels or direct frontier model labels.

metaresearch head score (Codex)0.005
metaresearch head score (Gemma)0.007
Version: codex-gemma-dda1882f352aValidation status: machine_predicted_unvalidated
Candidate categoriesMeta-epidemiology (narrow), Science and technology studies, Insufficient payload (model declined to judge)
Consensus categoriesScience and technology studies
DomainCandidate signal: none · Consensus signal: none
Study designCandidate signal: Observational · Consensus signal: none
GenreCandidate signal: Empirical · Consensus signal: Empirical
Teacher disagreement score0.734
Threshold uncertainty score1.000

Codex and Gemma teacher scores by category

CategoryCodexGemma
Metaresearch0.0050.007
Meta-epidemiology (narrow)0.0010.001
Meta-epidemiology (broad)0.0020.001
Bibliometrics0.0000.001
Science and technology studies0.0020.022
Scholarly communication0.0010.002
Open science0.0010.000
Research integrity0.0000.001
Insufficient payload (model declined to judge)0.0010.000

Machine scores (provisional)

The two teacher heads of the student model, read on this work. A score orders the frame for review; it never asserts a category, and the validation status ships verbatim with every row.

Baseline scores from an immature model (maturity gate not passed, 7 training rounds). Scores rank; they never assert a category.

Opus teacher head0.043
GPT teacher head0.354
Teacher spread0.311 · how far apart the two teachers sit on this one work
Validation statusscore_only:v0-immature-baseline · verbatim from the scoring run: score_only means the number may rank works, and no category label ships from it

Classification

machine, unvalidated

Machine predicted; both teacher heads agree on what is shown here.

Study designObservational
Domainnot available
GenreEmpirical

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