Mirror, mirror: An intimate look at what it means to have immense pride in yourself while being completely vulnerable in an average-size world
Bibliographic record
Abstract
This thesis is written in the form of an autoethnography. The author explores the journey of finding Dwarf Pride despite having a complicated relationship with herself. The researcher discusses how loving yourself and being comfortable with who you are is not always easy when the world attempts to put boundaries on who you should be. The researcher discusses her journey in finding Dwarf Pride beginning with a discussion on the history of Little People, the impact that history has on today, the current state and what is needed for future change. This autoethnography is written sharing lived experiences and theory and answers the questions, how does one find pride within themselves when society views you with curiosity and disregard? Why is it appropriate for society to ridicule someone strictly based on their looks? How do we, as a society, change to truly be inclusive of all?
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How this classification was reachedexpand
Full frame machine prediction
Teacher imitationNot calibrated prevalence, not ground truth. Human validation pending. The Gemma side is a direct model label for every work in the frame, read from the title-only record. The Codex side is a classifier learned from the 10,348 direct Codex labels and calibrated to design-weighted sample rates; fields without enough sample support carry no Codex call. Candidate is the union of the two sides; consensus is their intersection. These outputs are machine_predicted_unvalidated and are not human labels.
Distilled classifier scores by category (both heads)
| Category | Codex | Gemma |
|---|---|---|
| Metaresearch | 0.002 | 0.005 |
| Meta-epidemiology (narrow) | 0.000 | 0.000 |
| Meta-epidemiology (broad) | 0.000 | 0.000 |
| Bibliometrics | 0.001 | 0.000 |
| Science and technology studies | 0.010 | 0.014 |
| Scholarly communication | 0.005 | 0.006 |
| Open science | 0.001 | 0.005 |
| Research integrity | 0.002 | 0.005 |
| Insufficient payload (model declined to judge) | 0.003 | 0.001 |
Machine scores (provisional)
The two teacher heads of the student model, read on this work. A score orders the frame for review; it never asserts a category, and the validation status ships verbatim with every row.
Baseline scores from an immature model (maturity gate not passed, 7 training rounds). Scores rank; they never assert a category.
score_only:v0-immature-baseline · verbatim from the scoring run: score_only means the number may rank works, and no category label ships from itClassification
machine, unvalidatedMachine predicted; a candidate call from one source (direct Gemma or distilled Codex), not a consensus.
How this classification was reached, model by model and score by score, is at the end of the page under "How this classification was reached".