Call Me Habibi: Performing Partial Identity in Queer Lebanese Immigrants in Canada
Bibliographic record
Abstract
The split of self that arises from existing as both a queer person in the Middle East and an immigrant in the West culminates in a constant partial identity performance. No spectator can ever fully witness or understand the complete identity of the performer; assimilation becomes a permanently imperative severing of identity. Drawing upon Alameddine’s Koolaids, a 1998 semi- autoethnographic novel which speaks of growing up queer during the 1975-1990 Lebanese civil war and the immigration to the United States during the AIDS crisis, and engaging with my own life experiences of growing up queer in Lebanon during the Israeli- Hezbollah conflicts and civil unrest of the 1990s and 2000s before immigrating to Canada post- 9/11, this hybrid thesis examines the inner workings of performing cleaved identity and the effects it has on the performer.
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How this classification was reachedexpand
Full frame machine prediction
Teacher imitationNot calibrated prevalence, not ground truth. Human validation pending. The Gemma side is a direct model label for every work in the frame, read from the title-only record. The Codex side is a classifier learned from the 10,348 direct Codex labels and calibrated to design-weighted sample rates; fields without enough sample support carry no Codex call. Candidate is the union of the two sides; consensus is their intersection. These outputs are machine_predicted_unvalidated and are not human labels.
Distilled classifier scores by category (both heads)
| Category | Codex | Gemma |
|---|---|---|
| Metaresearch | 0.001 | 0.002 |
| Meta-epidemiology (narrow) | 0.000 | 0.000 |
| Meta-epidemiology (broad) | 0.000 | 0.000 |
| Bibliometrics | 0.001 | 0.001 |
| Science and technology studies | 0.039 | 0.009 |
| Scholarly communication | 0.005 | 0.002 |
| Open science | 0.001 | 0.003 |
| Research integrity | 0.001 | 0.003 |
| Insufficient payload (model declined to judge) | 0.008 | 0.000 |
Machine scores (provisional)
The two teacher heads of the student model, read on this work. A score orders the frame for review; it never asserts a category, and the validation status ships verbatim with every row.
Baseline scores from an immature model (maturity gate not passed, 7 training rounds). Scores rank; they never assert a category.
score_only:v0-immature-baseline · verbatim from the scoring run: score_only means the number may rank works, and no category label ships from itClassification
machine, unvalidatedMachine predicted; a candidate call from one source (direct Gemma or distilled Codex), not a consensus.
How this classification was reached, model by model and score by score, is at the end of the page under "How this classification was reached".